Dear ...

Hi dear
Trust me as your best friend
Care me as your sister
Take me as your choice

What am I to be ?

I want to be the one you think of
I want to the reason you waiting for
I want to be the partner you see before sleeping

I'm safe with you, Ya Allah

Long time no update !!!
Well, today is 17th of March
And you know, today is my 23rd monthversary with him
As long as we passed day by day, so many problems we had
Sometimes, I'm getting tired somehow I want to stop what I've started
And I don't know when these fucking problems will stop
I felt so lonely with these problems, nobody won't know what I felt that time
I lost my confidence to face them
God, I'm getting tired at all
On the other hand, he tried his best
He showed me how his sacrifice is
God, now I know
I'm a weak woman for him
But I believe, I will be a strong woman ... with you
Please stay with me, God
I know my problem isn't as bigger as you
I'm safe with you, whatever the problem is
God, I believe you
How sick I am, how hurt it is
You knew what the best way for me